The life:effort formula for balance:
90% personal experience and growth, 10% societal machine (work); where 10% returns >= 10x of itself.
It appears I might be killing it at work? I don't know what to make of this. Well, some part of me doesn't know what to make of it. The rationale part of me just wants to nod and say "great, let's keep going" while another part wants to ruminate about how this could be possible. How can I be the director of product and be killing it???? That does not fit the narrative.
I have to let the rich little poor girl go. Maybe I can just retire her? Let her go to the farm she wants? Let her wander the universe?