Beside Myself

I've done that thing where I travel with work people and then feel entirely out of my element afterwards. It comes down to us all being strangers after all. 

I just couldn't wait to be home and hide behind blankets in between the cushions of my couch. 

I think we had fun though. 

I don't feel like I know where I am today. Sometimes my life feels so much bigger than me. I have to work hard to stay grounded and connected. Or maybe I should just let myself feel lost. 

I wish I could hide behind a story again. 

That was fun.