The Light in the Day

I do this thing where I ask the universe to show me the light in the day. I do it when I find myself stuck in a shitty place, my brain taking my heart to sad, stuck places. Places where my ass ends up in my couch and Netflix is ruling my life and I need it to stop.

I have no one and nothing at this exact point. No one is home, I am alone. It feels, well, lonely. So, I ask the universe to show me the light in the day. The light where I am alive regardless of my feelings or thoughts.

I turn the music on and let the light take me where it will. The music becomes the air around me, it becomes my heart and my pretty heart sings - and just like that, I feel joy.